z's jukebox

[R] gackt || redemption

2008-04-28T06:36:00.002+08:00

OST of # Final Fantasy Vii: Dirge Of Cerberus

Romaji

Shizuka ni sora ni kaeru anata no sugata wo
What else can I do besides avenge you?
Namida ga kareru made zutto mitsumete ita

Afureru kanashimi wa kese nai kizuato ni
Wasure wa shinai to chikatta

Oreta tsubasa wo habatakase
Subete wo keshsite mise you
Itsu no hi ka owari wo mukaeru
Saigo no kane ga nari yamu made

You told me to live as if you were to die tomorrow.
Fail not and be what we were now
Face as if we want to have forever

Furueru yubi de akai namida wo nazotta
I had nothing to lose, nothing to lose
Hakanai omoide ga yami ni ochite yuku

Saigo no hohoemi ga ukandewa kieru
Nukumori dake wo nokoshite

Yasashii dake no kotoba nara
Ima no bokuha iyase nai
Hateshi naku tsuduku tatakai ni
Kono mi wo subete sasageru dake

Itsuka wa kono sora ni daremo ga kaeru kara
Wakare no kotoba wa ira nai
make it up

Oreta tsubasa wo habatakase
Subete wo keshite mise you
Itsu no hi ka owari wo mukaeru
Saigo no kane ga nari yamu made

Yasashii dake no kotoba nara
Ima no bokuha iyase nai
Hateshi naku tsuduku tatakai ni
Kono mi wo subete sasageru dake

REDEMPTION...REDEMPTION...

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English Translation

Your form which returns gently to heaven
What else can I do, besides avenge you?
I watched it for the longest time, until my tears dried up.

And the sorrow overflowing from the scar which can't be erased,
I swore that I would never forget it.

I'll flap my broken wings and erase it all some day, you'll see,
Until the last bell ringing the dirge completes.

You told me to live as if you were to die tomorrow.
Fail not and be what we were now
Face as if we want to have forever

Bright red tears traced by a trembling finger,
I had nothing to lose, nothing to lose
It crashes through the dark memories.

The last smile wavered, and disappears,
And the warmth is all that's left.

Your kind and gentle words can't heal me now,
This body's only dedicated to the never ending fight.

Because everyone returns to heaven, some day,
You'll never need to say goodbye.

Break out!

I'll flap my broken wings and erase it all some day, you'll see,
Until the last bell ringing the dirge completes.

Your kind and gentle words can't heal me now,
This body's only dedicated to the never ending fight.

REDEMPTION...REDEMPTION...

[R] gazette || filth in the beauty

2007-09-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

i think this song is so game-ost material. i love the melodious female voices occasionally throughout the song & the lead singer's haunting voice. the song is just plain awesome, and so goes for the lyrics. I got the lyrics from this livejournal community page, and the extra info at the bottom as well. =)

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Romaji Lyrics

The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

Genwaku no umi Shizunda hotaru
Hitei wa yokkyuujou no uso
Mujun de somaru taion
Risei wo kaburu aibu ni
Odori tokekomu shun wa fuini
kegarawashiku...
My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter...[Sexual disgrace]

Toiki fusagu myaku utsu 「ue」 wa
Wakari aenu guren wo motomu

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited bud...
Reckless driving cucumber...
The kin' collapses...
Near relatives on death...
The smell of a cigarette smell breath&shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug [loop]

Kubi wo hawasu shitasaki to te
Nozomu hyoujou guren ni somare

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

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English Translation

The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

The firefly submerged in a sea of glamour
Denial is a lie caused by desire
Body heat dyed with contradiction
In the caress that takes on reason
The spring that melts into a dance is suddenly
Filthy...
My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter...[Sexual disgrace]

The pulse of "hunger" which covers the breath
Searches for the confused* crimson lotus flower

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited bud...
Reckless driving cucumber...
The kin' collapses...
Near relatives on death...
The smell of a cigarette smell breath shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug [loop]

The tongue and the hands that creep around your neck
Dye the desired expression a burning crimson

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

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Translator's Notes on Filth in the Beauty:

1. 春 means spring and is usually pronounced "haru" when on its own, but Ruki uses the "shun" pronunciation, probably to better fit in with the rhythm of the song.

2. This song has TONS of symbolism in it. Here are a few ones I'd like to point out especially:

- the "confused crimson lotus flower": obviously represents the vagina of the daughter, who’s cries to be released are not heard by the rapist, thus “confused”. This ties in with the "Prohibited bud" he mentions later on.

- "Reckless driving cucumber": I don't think I need to point out what that one means. Anyone else think of hide when you read that?

- "bitter white jam": I don't think it could be any clearer. This, along with the strong overlaying theme of taboo and the forbidden tell us that Ruki is talking here about a father having sex - or, as is more likely, raping - his daughter. This is neatly tied off by the line "Sexual disgrace", which appears a few times throughout the song.

- It is clear that this is very much against the daughter's will, as is evident in the lines "please release me before breaking." and "In humiliation". In the end, the daughter decides that she has had enough, and kills the father, as we can see from "The final art is your dead face / Dad which fell to the trap".

[R] gazette || reila

2007-09-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

It's a wonderful song, but the most awesomest part, for me, were the solos by 2 guitarists. It's beautifully sad.

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ROMAJI LYRICS from here

Reila...

Deatte kara doredake onaji kizu wo oi
Doredake sasae atta?
Kimi ga tsurai toki ni wa hoka no dare yori
Boku dake ni oshiete hoshikatta
Jijitsu ga me ni yakitsuku
Mugon de fudou no kimi wa nani wo omou
Riyuu nado iranai sa
Tada boku no kimi wo kaeshite kurereba

Nokosareta boku yori mu ni natta kimi wa
Dorehodo tsurai darou ka
Mada nanimo hajimattenai no ni
Mada kimi ni kono kotoba ietenai no ni doko e

Reila...
Kimi no na wo yonde mite mo
This voice does not reach you...
Reila...
Me wo akete? uso da to waratte misete yo...

Ashita wa doko e yukou
Kimi ga nozomu nara doko e demo yuku yo

Kimi wa itsumo sou boku ga omou hodo
Dokoka e itte shimau
Mata boku wo nokoshi hitori de hashitte yukun da ne
Mou todokanai mou todokanai
Yatto kimi ni aeta no ni
Gaman shiteta mono ga subete afurete
Namida ni natte koboreta

Reila...
Ienakatta kono kotoba wo
Reila...
Ima koko de kimi ni utau yo
Reila...
Dare yori mo kimi wo ai shiteru
Reila...
Ai shiteiru. ai shiteiru...
Futari ga ita heya ima mo sono mama
Kagi mo kakezu ni
Itsudemo kimi ga kaette koreru you ni
Zutto matteru yo wakatteru kedo
Ima de mo kimi ga doa wo akeru sugata ga mierun da
Ashita wa kitto kaette kite kureru kana

ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS from here

Reila...

After meeting, how many wounds are needed just for support
When you are harsh, other people learn things from it
Reality in the eye of the burning, scar you full of silence
Do not need a reason for you to return to me

From me, who is left for you who has become nothing
What do you think is harsh?
Still, you do not say anything
These words are not meant for me
Go somewhere

Reila...
Trying to call your name
this voice does not reach you
Reila...
Opening your eyes, your face shows lies, and laughter

Tomorrow you will probably go somewhere you desire
You go anywhere

You think about me so Always
You will probably go somewhere
You leave me alone and keep running
I cannot reach you anymore Cannot reach you anymore
At last being able to meet you
ended my overflowing patience
A tear dropped

Reila...
Words which you could not say
Reila...
Now the place where you once sang
Reila...
Everyone compared to you is loved
Reila...
I have loved I have loved

The room where two people stay even now is the same
Without using either key you will find a way to return
I can wait forever, you understand
And now the door is opened, and can visibly show your form

Tomorrow you will certainly return

[ST] utada hikaru || flavor of life (hana yori dango 2)

2007-09-16T10:44:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HYD! the first and the 2nd. both are insanely awesome and i recommend it to frickin everyone. it's got comedy, romance, drama, suspense, and lots of twists & unpredictable turns that'll leave you at the edge of your seats. as i've said, HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. definitely my ultimate fav tv show i've ever watched. watch it online, or download the videos now!

p/s - this is one of the OSTs, and i really am amzed by how the makers of the jdorama manage to insert this song in EVERY episode without fail at the most tense/sad/happy moments. DAMN. they're incredible! and the song s really touching.

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ROMANJI LYRICS

Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
Sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

Tomodachi demo koibito demo nai chuukan chiten de
Shuukaku no hi wo yumemiteru aoi furu-tsu
Ato ippo ga fumidasenai sei de
Jirettai no wa nande?

Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
Sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

Amai dake no sasoi monku ajike no nai doku
Sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wa sosorarenai
Omoitoori ni ikanai toki datte
Jinsei suteta mon janai tte

Doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to "Uun. Nandemo nai"
Sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai
Sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai
"Aishiteru yo" yori mo "daisuki" no hou ga kimi rashii janai?
The flavor of life

Wasurekakete ita hito no omoi wo totsuzen omoidasu koro
Furitsumoru yuki no shirosa wo omou to sunao ni yorokobitai yo

Daiyamondo yorimo yawarakakute atatakana mirai
Teni shitai yo kagiri aru jikan wo kimi to sugoshitai

"Arigatou" to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
Sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

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English Translation from here

When you say thank you to me, for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye, a hint of bitterness;
The flavor of life

Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
Like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
Because of being unable to just move one more step forward
What’s causing this frustration baby

When you say thank you to me, for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye, a hint of bitterness;
The flavor of life

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations,
It sparks no interest in me
Even when things do not go the way you want
It doesn't mean you’ve thrown your life away

When asked ‘What's wrong?’
I answer ‘It's nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me

The more I wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘I like you a lot’ instead of ‘I love you’ sounds more like you
The flavor of life

The period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more

A future tender and warmer than a diamond
I want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you

When you say thank you to me, for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt get undone even after the good bye, a hint of bitterness;
The flavor of life...

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and another English Translation

When I hear you say “thank you”, my heart hurts for some reason
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the break up, the faintly burning pain;
The flavor of life

Neither friends nor lovers in uncertain terms
The un-riped fruit dreams about the day of harvest
Not being able to move forward
Those hands are desperate baby~

When I hear you say “thank you”, my heart hurts for some reason
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the break up, the faintly burning pain;
The flavor of life

Words that seduce with sweetness, boring talk
I have no interest in them
Though things aren’t going smoothly at the moment
I haven’t given up on my life yet

When asked “What happened?”
I answer “Nothing much”
The disappearance of laughter
After a break up isn’t like me

Whenever I wish to believe in you as I want
My heart hurts for some reason
Liking something else more than
Something you love isn’t like you
The flavor of life

When I miss the person who is fainting away in my memory
I want to be more openly cheerful about the white snow piling up

The future that is smoother and more warmer than diamond
I want to embrace it even with the limited time I want to be with you

When I hear you say “thank you”, my heart hurts for some reason
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the break up, the faintly burning pain;
The flavor of life...

[ER] alesana || this conversation is over

2007-08-01T13:26:00.000+08:00

Simple description of this song : one of my fave songs of their album 'On Frail Wings of Vanity & Wax'. The album is highly reccomended. =)

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take everything away from me silent angel...

apathy cries out from your lungs, indifference reeks of fiction
time will tell how far you will go
I can't see why you'd run and hide excluding such complacence
as tears rain from bloodshot eyes

take everything away from me silent angel
leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost

the air now reeks with the presence of your vile voice
as your smile masks the advance you keep
...I am not your trophy...
the air now reeks with the presence of your vile voice
as your smile masks the advance you keep
...I am not your trophy...

please try to say more carefully that you no longer need me
this back and forth is killing me
the only eyes you'll look into are those in your reflection
you are the means to my end

this conversation is over, it's over...
your truth is a deception meant to poison me

take everything away from me silent angel
leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost

I can't seem to believe that you ever cared for me
...this conversation is over...
your empty words now drift away as fragile whispers
I saw the day when the fire left your eyes, your tongue fell still
your treason is silence...
take everything away from me silent angel
leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost

[P] ada apa dengan cinta (poem)

2007-02-20T11:28:00.001+08:00

Ku lari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku.
Ku lari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
Sepi..sepi dan sendiri aku benci
Ingin bingar aku mau di pasar..
Bosan aku dengan penat
Enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
Ada malaikat menyulam jaring labah-labah belang di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tidak kau goyangkan saja locengnya biar terdera?
Atau aku harus lari ke hutan
Belok ke pantai...

Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

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English translation (very literal, pls ignore my unpoeticness, heheh)

I run to the forest and then I sang
I run to the shore and then I cried out
Silence.. silence and alone.. I hate it
I want noise, I want to be at a marketplace
Bored I am with exhaustion
Leave, my tiredness
I feel smoked when I'm alone

Just break the glass to make more pieces
Permit the pain until a fight starts
An angel weaves a striped-spider cobweb at a white wall
Why don't I just strike the bell to make it toll?
Or should I run to the forest
Run to the shore..

Bored I am with exhaustion
Leave, my tiredness
I feel smoked when I'm alone

Bored I am with exhaustion
Leave, my tiredness
I feel smoked when I'm alone

[R] panic at the disco || lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off

2006-12-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Don't let the song title fool you, this song IS cheeky and naughty. By saying that, I do mean it contains explicit stuff >_o. But but but the music is just so catchy and nice to bob your head to. Could easily be my absolute fave songby Panic! at the Disco, definitely. Despite the upbeat melody, the song is actually about someone cheating on her partner (from the parner's POV).

It's quite tragic. Enjoy~

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Is it me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God it was worth it.

When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Chorus:
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

[Chorus]

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster

I've got more win, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

[Chorus]

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close

Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster

[R] him || bury me deep inside your heart

2006-11-08T08:50:00.000+08:00

I cried while reading Antony & Cleopatra (Shakespeare) when this song was playing on my player. What's more, it was the scene where Antony has just stabbed himself and Cleopatra was mourning over his barely alive body when he was taken to her. He died shortly after and so did she. It was so heartbreaking. T_T

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Let me wake up in your arms
Hear you say it's not alright
Let me be so dead and gone
So far away from life
Close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart

All I ever wanted was you, my love
You're all I ever wanted is you, my love
Your're all I ever wanted, just you

Let me never see the sun
Then never see you smile
Let us be so dead and so gone
So far away from life
Just close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart

All I ever wanted was you, my love
You're all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

That's the way it's always been
My heart stops beating only for you Baby
Only for your loving

All I ever wanted was you, my love
You're all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

[ST] paradise kiss @ tommy february6 || lonely in gorgeous

2006-10-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS ANIME.
i so have to scour the net to find the manga. huhu. T_T

anyhow, here's the opening song for the story. It's quite tragic, I think, and it's sort of a foreshadowing of the ending. T_____T

*whimpers* george koizuma... *drooooool*

enjoy.

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ROMAJI LYRICS

Gozen reiji tobidashita
Tobira wo kettobashite
Garasu no kutsu ga warete
DORESU (dress) mo yabureta

Nee akirete iru deshou?
Oikakete mo konai
Namida ga afurete mou hashirenai wa

JERASHII (jealousy) kamo...SE-TSU-NA-I...!!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I'm Breaking my heart
Ima sugu mitsukete dakishimete hoshii

HEDDORAITO (headlight) ga hikaru
...where are you Bad boy?
Ai no SUKAAFU de namida wo fuite
Nani mo mienai

Hoshikuzu wo kaki atsume
Anata ni butsuketai
Naze kamau no?
Jibun shika aisenai kuse ni...

Shitsuren kamo...MAJI nano...?!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party time...umaranai
Anata ga inai to karappo no sekai

Yume no tsuzuki ga mitai
"I miss you Bad boy"
Kirameki no naka ni tojikomenaide
Kowarete shimau wa

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
Where are you Bad boy?
"Lonely in Party night"

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
I miss you Bad boy
"Lonely in Party time"

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...waraenai
Nani mo iranai tada soba ni ite

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...
I'm Breaking my heart
Anata ga nokoshita kirameki no hako no naka de
Kodoku wo daite ugokenai
Nani mo iranai no tada soba ni ite
Hizamazuite watashi wo mite
Ai wo chikatte

English Translation

At twelve I run out
And kick the door
My glass shoe breaks
And my dress has ripped

You're disgusted, aren't you?
You don't even come after me
My tears overflow and I can't run anymore

This might be jealousy...it's sad...!!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I'm Breaking my heart
I want you to find me right now and hold me tight

The headlights shine
...where are you Bad boy?
Wipe away my tears with the scarf of love
I can't see anything

I want to gather stardust
And throw it at you
Why do you even bother?
You only love yourself...

This might be a lost love...are you serious...?!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party time...I can't bury it
When you aren't here the world is empty

I want to see the next part of my dream
"I miss you Bad boy"
Don't lock me up inside excitement
I'll break

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
Where are you Bad boy?
"Lonely in Party night"

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
I miss you Bad boy
"Lonely in Party time"

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I can't smile
I don't need anything just be by my side

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night
I'm Breaking my heart
Inside of the box of excitement that you gave me
I hold on to my loneliness and I can't move
I don't need anything just be by my side
Kneel and look at me
And swear that you love me

[R] l`arc~en~ciel || finale

2006-06-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

I love this song. Like crazy. Hyde's voice is uebrly sexy and droolworthy. Yum.

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Jap:

Awaku hakanaga na utsukushisa
Kowasarenu you chizuka ni dakitoseta

Tsuki no kakurega de motomeau
Kanjitoruno wa sadame no setsunasa yo

Shinobiyoru kehai fusaidate
Oitsumerareta urei no kuchimoto ni fureta

CHORUS 1
Shuumakue mukau hizashi no naka
Mabushisugita ashita ga mienai
Furimuita kimi wa toki o koete mitsumeteiru
Adokanai Shoujo no mama

Kono ude no naka de mezameyuku
Kimi no kanashimi ga tada kanashikute

Kuroshii made ni koishitau
Itsumademo soba ni ite hanarerarenu you ni

CHORUS 2
Furisosogu tsumi ni irodorareta
Kareta michi o samayoitsuzukeru
Hono ai wa daremo furesasenai
Sore ga kami ni somuku koto dearou to

Kagami no kimi wa sakasama no hohoemi de
Todiresou na yume tsumugi no ito o kitta

CHORUS 3
Eien ni shizumu sono inori ni
Kotae mo naku minamo e yureteru
Kuzureyuku kimi o sukuenakute
Ayasu youni nemuraseta ano toki

Repeat CHORUS 1

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Eng :
Faint transitory sign of beauty
Without destroying it
I quietly held it close

In the moon's hiding place
Searching taking in the pain of fate

The worry draw wear unnoticed stands in the way driven to the wall
Touched by the entrance of sadness

CHORUS 1
In the sunlight heading towards the end
Way too glaring, tomorrow can't be seen
The you that looked back, beyond time
Is gazing just like an innocent girl

In these arms awakening
Your sadness is nothing but so sad

Before the point of maddening, I yearn for you
Always be by my side, so I'll never be separated from you

CHORUS 2
Coloured by the sin raining down incessantly
In the dried path keep on wandering
This love is touched by no one
I fear that it is a turning against God

The you in the mirror, with that upside down smile
The breaking thread of dreamns spun together is cut

CHORUS 3
Eternally sinking in that prayer
Not even one answer, the water surface is swaying
The crumbling nyou isn't saved
In order to dandle you, you were put to sleep at that time

Repeat CHORUS 1

[R] atreyu || her portrait in black

2006-03-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

I think this song is just beautiful. I love the lyrics. =)

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hold your breath, quiet now don't say a word
you could run (but) it wont do any good
prayers forsaken. when you lose faith inside
its not time to die

your life, is it a lie?
when you get what you're looking for, will your cravings subside?
or will you crawl into a homemade-casket
an early tomb lay down, and give up inside?
she'd rather die

when you fall,
so spent from emotion
she is what brings you to your feet
where challenges lie,
on the verge of destruction
she pulls you back
and she gives you wings

death wont hold you as tight as she will

can you feel her burning through your veins?
she will always live forever
can you bear the burden?
can you feel her burning through your veins?
she will always live forever
can you bear the burden?

and you'll turn your back and you'll patronize
she's pleading,
and you will question your every want

shes bleeding out
shes bleeding out
shes bleeding out

[A] alanis morissette || ironic

2006-01-24T09:04:00.000+08:00

During Lit class yesterday, our new teacher (Ms. Husniah) was teaching us Julius Caesar Scene 2 started discussing the literary device 'irony'...and we sang the song with the music. She's pretty cool. =)

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An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
Isn't it ironic ... don't you think
Chorus

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought ... it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
'Well isn't this nice...'
And isn't it ironic ... don't you think
Repeat Chorus

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

It's a traffic jam when you're already late
It's a no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
A little too ironic... and yeah I really do think...
Repeat Chorus

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out

[R] him || vampire heart

2005-12-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

Ville Valo's voice. Oooozing of Sexiness.

---

You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone)
All faith is lost for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave)

Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'll be the thorns on every rose
You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up
From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before)

Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me (Like you held on to life)
Like you held on to life
(When all fears came alive and entombed me)
My vampire heart

Love me (Like you love the sun)
Like you love the sun
(Scorching the blood in my)
My vampire heart

[PR] edwin mccain || i'll be

2005-12-17T16:20:00.000+08:00

One of the sweetest songs ever. Full stop.

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The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus:
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be Love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my Survival, You're my Living Proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus

And I've dropped out, I've burned up,
I fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

[R] bon jovi || have a nice day

2005-12-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

---

Why you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you help me try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man.
My daddy lived a lie, it's just the price that he paid.
Sacrificed his life, just slaving away.

[chorus]
Oh,if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge I'll show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day

Take a look around you, nothing´s what it seems
We're living in a broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Anybody, brave enough to take a stand,
I've knocked on every door, on every dead-end street,
Looking for forgiveness and what's left to believe

[Guitar Solo]

When the world keeps trying, to drag me down,
Gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground.
I say,
Have A Nice Day.

[P] aslyn || that's when i love you

2005-12-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

note : iqa, what have you done!! ^_^

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When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

[chorus]
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u, a little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

That's when I love u when nothing baby
Nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love,
Te more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u no matter what

[SR] padi || menanti sebuah jawaban

2005-12-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite Indonesian songs. =)

---

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar

Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

[chorus]
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

[R] fall out boy || sugar, we're going down

2005-12-02T09:32:00.000+08:00

I have no clue what this song is about, but teh song is nice to listen to. ^^;

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Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song

(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

[SR] howie day || collide

2005-10-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

Sweet song, sweet voice, sweet video. Sweetness.

---

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide

[ST] goo goo dolls || iris

2005-10-25T02:07:00.000+08:00

Soundtrack of City of Angels. Stunning movie, brilliant song. Love it. I cried during the movie, even more when I heard this song playing..

---

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

Chorus:
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

chorus ×2

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am ×4

[R] my chemical romance || the ghost of you

2005-10-01T12:32:00.000+08:00

One of my favouritest MCR songs. =D

---

i never said i'd lie and wait forever
if i died we'd be together now
I cant always just forget her but she could try
at the end of the world
or the last thing I see
you are
never coming home ×2 (could i? should i?)

and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are never ever
ever get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies, she dies

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are never coming home
never coming home (could i? should i?)
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home ×2 (could i? should i?)
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

if i fall, if i fall (down)

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home ×4
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home ×2 (could i? should i?)
and all the wounds that are
never gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna... i'm ok i promise

[O] national song, NEGARAKU.

2005-08-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

NEGARAKU

TANAH TUMPAHNYA DARAHKU

RAKYAT HIDUP BERSATU DAN MAJU

RAHMAT BAHAGIA TUHAN KURNIAKAN

RAJA KITA SELAMAT BERTAKHTA

RAHMAT BAHAGIA TUHAN KURNIAKAN

RAJA KITA SELAMAT BERTAKHTA

[R] crossfade || cold

2005-08-29T15:58:00.000+08:00

---

Looking back at me I see that I
Never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win

You are the antidote that gets me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that gets me
High

chorus ×2
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

Cold, to you, I'm sorry 'bout all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You can see me stand on my own again
'Cause now I can see

You were the antidote that got me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that got me
High

chorus

I never meant to be
So cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

chrorus ×2

[R] story of the year || until the day i die

2005-08-05T16:16:00.000+08:00

---

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you die right now
You know that I'd die too
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "Remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah, I'd spill my heart
Yeah, I'd spill my heart for you

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die..

[SR] metallica || the unforgiven II

2005-08-04T12:01:00.000+08:00

beautiful song, one of my favs by them. miss the old metallica =T

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Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
The black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining..

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, But she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there...

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are you're eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you....

Oh what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you.... (So I dub thee
unforgiven....)

Oh, what I've felt....
Oh, what I've known....

I take this key (never free...)
And I bury it (never me...) in you
Because you're unforgiven too....

Never free....
Never me....
'Cause you're unforgiven too..

[A] jem || they

2005-08-04T11:32:00.000+08:00

Who made up all the rules?
We follow them like fools
Believe them to be true, don't care to think them through

I'm sorry so sorry, I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry so sorry, I'm sorry we do this

And it's ironic too
'Cuz what we tend to do
Is act on what they say, and then it is that way

I'm sorry so sorry, I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry so sorry, I'm sorry we do this

Who are they, where are they?
How can they possibly know all this?
Who are they, where are they?
How can they possibly know all this?

Do you see what I see?
Why do we live like this?
Is it because it's true, that ignorance is bliss?

Who are they, where are they?
How do they know all this?

I'm sorry so sorry, I'm sorry it's like this

Do you see what I see?
Why do we live like this?
Is it because it's true, that ignorance is bliss?

Who are they, where are they?
How can they know all this?
And I'm sorry, so sorry,
I'm sorry we do this

[P] ve || ayu

2005-07-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

SWEET! <3 ^_^

---

Berlalulah hari demi hari
Sayunya hatiku ini
Takku sangka kau di sisi
Baju kurung putih berseri...

Ayu... (kaulah wanita)
Ayu... (kaulah satu bagi)
Semadikanlah selamanya...
Yang teristimewa
Keayuanmu...

Kaulah mawarku kaulah yang satu...
Memberikanku sebutir harapan keikhlasan
Tanpaku diriku tenggelam
Siang malam ku, hanyut di dalam khayalan bersamamu
Tak mudah kumelupakanmu...

Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan
Semakin hari makin rinduku padamu
Tanpamu ku sayu
Terkenang kembali sewaktu pertemuan dulu...

Ayunya wajahmu
Ayunya senyumanmu
Semadikanlah selamanya...
Yang teristimewa...
Selama-lamanya...
Keayuanmu...
(wajahmu... senyumanmu yang teristimewa)
Keayuanmu...

[SR] manbai || kau ilhamku

2005-07-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

one of my favest malay songs ever =D

---

Beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan

Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan kumencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kausenyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori kita di arena ini

Kau Ilhamku

[P] celine dion || because you loved me

2005-07-19T00:17:00.001+08:00

c'mon, this is one of the best love songs ever existed. i dont even need to give reasons why : the lyrics are self-explanatory =)

---

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you make right
For every dream you made come true
For all the joy I found in you
I'm everything I am because you love me

You gave me wings and I could fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith you gave it back to me
You said no joy is out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm everything I am because you love me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
Light in the dark
Shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
I'm everything I am because of you...

[SR] the calling || wherever you will go

2005-07-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

all-time fav by the calling, one of my fab bands ever. this song really strikes a chord in my heart because it's written from the perspective of alex band (the songwriter)'s late uncle after the latter passed away. it was dedicated to the surviving wife. it's a really sweet song, and i love it to death =)

---

So lately, been wondering who will be there to take my place?
When I'm gone, you'll need love to light the shadows on your face

If a great wave shall fall, and fall upon us all,
Then between the sand and stone, could you make it on your own?

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out a way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days

If a great wave shall fall, and fall upon us all,
Then I hope there's someone out there who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Run away with my heart,
Run away with my hope,
Run away with my love...

I know now, just quite how,
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind,
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

[M] sarah brightman || memory (cats)

2005-07-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

broadway stuff is fine by me, but this song really touches my heart. my dad LOVES musicals, in this is among the songs he likes to sing. =)

---

Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her mem'ry?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

Mem'ry
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
Life was beautiful then
I remember
The time I knew what happiness was
Let the mem'ry live again

Ev'ry street lamp
Seems to beat
A fatalistic warning
Someone mutters
And a street lamp gutters
And soon it will be morning

Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new life will begin

Burnt out ends of smokey days
The stale cold smell of morning
The street lamp dies
Another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with my mem'ry
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun ...

[R] foo fighters || best of you

2005-07-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

a really nice song to listen to, i used to put it on infinite loop for quite some time XD

---

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? ×2

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? ×2
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must, confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? ×2

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again, somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in, I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? ×2
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?